My family, the ones who I've always clung to are the ones who have turned on each other for money and greed. My friends and family, who I've grown up next to have an idea of who/what i am and one idea only. I wish you could see that i am so much more than that. I've learned lessons in humility and not the easy way. I've chosen sides, but not because i wanted to. I love those who stand by me, even if it's not many. I live my life for me because I've stopped trying to control everything around me. I'm hopeful that we will one day come back together, but prepared if they never do.