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My family, the ones who I've always clung to are the ones who have turned on each other for money and greed. My friends and family, who I've grown up next to have an idea of who/what i am and one idea only. I wish you could see that i am so much more than that. I've learned lessons in humility and not the easy way. I've chosen sides, but not because i wanted to. I love those who stand by me, even if it's not many. I live my life for me because I've stopped trying to control everything around me. I'm hopeful that we will one day come back together, but prepared if they never do.
New music Tuesday.

Welcome to England.

So many things to do today. I will be up and down 75 spending money like it's hot, but not in a good way. I'd like to self indulge and buy things that would make me happy and greedy. I guess this is adulthood. Dropping bills to pay for my psychiatrists and anti-depressants. Oh, god... i am truly an american now.

TV turned on in the middle of the night again. I don't really know what to make of this.
I Don't Regret A Mile

I've dreamed many dreams that never came true.
I've seen them vanish at dawn.
But I've realized enough of my dreams, thank God,
To make me want to dream on.

I've prayed many prayers, when no answers came,
Though I waited patient and long,
But answers came to enough of my prayers
To make me keep praying on.

I've trusted many a friend that failed
And left me to weep alone,
But I've found enough of my friends true blue
To make me keep trusting on.

I've sown many seeds that fell by the way
For the birds to feed upon,
But I have held enough golden sheaves in my hands
To make me keep sowing on.

I've drained the cup of disappointment and pain
And gone many days without song,
But I've sipped enough nectar from the roses of life
To make me want to live on.


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I just got a prank phone call saying i won tickets to Wrestle Mania and that someone will be at my house to pick me up in the morning. That would be awesome. Pleaze make it happen.

i have heartburn

My hairdressed talked me into looking 16 again.

Since i fell off the bathroom counter at the Clermont Lounge my whole body has felt like i was hit by a bus. Serious PAIN.

I love a red sky.



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